When visualizing my new apartment and thinking about the price it will cost, thoughts arose including
- I can't afford that.
- I can't do that yet.
- That's not for me.
- Once I have enough money then I can get that.
If I think I don't have enough money to do or having something I want then I my life won't be of any meaning and will never have existed.
Whether I get the apartment I want or not, I still am a great person with much to give living my life as best I can.